A lot might have been thinking what must have happened to me for such a long time
For this past two years my life has been a living roller coaster ride
so manu unexpected happenings so many hardships so many people to confront so many problems to face.
I had issues on my own i had issues with the world. I was then a problem child.
I was searching for what i feel is missing in my life, that i never thought it was with me all along. I had to mess up my life, ran away came to people i thought i was welcome but it seems like differences can never be easily accepted.
It was such a journey for me adjusting to a life im not used to, Living with my hubby back at their place was a mess I had to, knowing im carrying his child and had no place to go i just had to do so as with him they all know and they had accepted the scenario but still it was never the life i expected to happen.
Confusion has dealt with me, clueless, helpless, stranded in a life i never dreamnt of having.
I though i was forgotten by the person above, leaving my faith in doubt i was so clueless on what i should be doing
but when all else fails it all came that i had to run back to him and when i did
everything has turned upside, i had never expected acceptance encouragement Hope faith and love it all came back…
I almost lost hope with life about 2 years ago, now im back
with much more faith love and hope…
i’am happy now with my hubby and my baby
happy spending time with my mom and dad from time to time
happy to have a better life.
I had my hopes and dreams back and i have two people to share with it.
~ this is my story, this is my life :)
oh joy.. ^_^








